dE'LIFEboy

2011-12-29T23:54:00.001+08:00

You haven't grown up much.

Blink of Time

2011-11-20T22:17:00.009+08:00

I love you, baby.

-Timeline-

2011-11-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

Life's busy. Busy is just a typical excuse.
Packed may be a better word to replace it.
Doesn't feels good when 2commitments are challenging each other.
People call themselves selfish because they want both; in this case, me.
I guess you didn't really think hard enough on how I will feel,
the choices you offered me.

MC is a busy but fun life.
Love can be wonderful but requires understanding and patience.
I guess I can only get to experience them once in a lifetime.
It doesn't feels good balancing in the middle of two choices,
as if I am standing on a thread of my own choice.

In life, some of us startled ahead first,
the rest were left waiting for opportunity.

No matter what, I'd still love to cherish both.
jH-

2011-06-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

Mugging for exams!
So happy that I met Yan San recently. Hope to see her more in future..
Has been pretty busy recently. Don't really have the mood to update blog.
Days are happy recently, just need a good camera to share with you people what I have been through all these while! HAHAHAS

2011-06-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

2011-06-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

Don't worry my friend, you will gain my full support.
Thanks for sharing as well. <:

And I believe that you will get out of it soon,
jH-

2011-06-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

Yup and I'm back! WOOOOTS
So much things happened and I'm glad I survived last week!

Last week was hell; a week filled with consecutive days of tests~!!
Well, at least that gives me a sense of accomplishment..
jH-

2011-05-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

Time to sleep now!
jH-

2011-05-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

Money. Money. Money face. Fuck.
What's more in your eyes other than money?

-Day Number. Blue-

2011-04-24T21:11:00.002+08:00

Today. Dull blue.
Just got to know a 'surprise';
a surprise that my Mum dumped my hamster away
and not because my Dad forgot to lock the cage.

Fuck.
5 years of guilt and you think it's easy to carry?
jH-

HONGHONG SHOCK TO SEE THIS?

2011-04-22T10:37:00.005+08:00

HONGHONG! hello!
hehe sorry never ask your permission jiu post something here:)
anyway i think its like months since we see each other and update yeah
faster meetup okay! june is way too long le..
so near yet so far yeah! we in same sch yet dont have the time to meet up with each other.
we really have alot to catch up,i also have things to tell you.
but i prefer face to face talk.:)
anyway i hope things are doing great for you now and in the future.

HAHA and where has the Mr Laughalot go?
^^
~sansan:)

bear in mind!
friends double happiness and divide sorrow:)

San, I'm alright. Yeah, we have got alot to catch up.
I believe our memories still lay on each other's last impression.
Our friendship wouldn't change if our heart for each other still remains.

Mr. Laughalot is still here. Just a name, but not an identity!
I'm still here; the same old me, san.

I promise to catch up with you asap!
jH-

2011-04-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

It's our job to lookout for eachother's well being.
So I cannot say that I won't worry about you.
Love.
jH-

2011-04-19T07:02:00.002+08:00

First, I'm quite disappointed with you, because you didn't manage to keep the secret well.
Spreading secured secret to your trust worthy friend is enough. It just made things worse and more complicated when your friend actually went to ask unnecessary questions when you already told her that it's a 'secret'.

2011-04-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

Fucking bitch.

2011-04-15T20:11:00.001+08:00

I hope the GLs can reduce their open conversation regarding the Daddies and Mummies in FOC; it can be irritating if you overdo everyday.

2011-04-12T17:22:00.003+08:00

2011-04-12T11:53:00.002+08:00

I am many thoughts running through my mind, trying to pen it down but am really lazy to do so. l:
jH-

2011-04-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

To keep up my promise in taking care of you. I vowed.

2011-04-10T11:25:00.003+08:00

You are stronger than I'd expected.
Both of us had led different lifestyles,
but when our story made us together;
will we share a same life? (:

2011-04-09T01:02:00.001+08:00

I know where to draw the line. Trust me.

Maybe I shouldn't be speeding over the railway.

jH-

2011-04-06T11:25:00.004+08:00

Yeap! Today's Sun is radiating with a big wide smile.
Everyday seems like a Sunday, time is moving quite slowly..
Who cares, what matters most is that I enjoy.
I am a good boy today; I went to learn how to cook with my Mum.
She taught me how to cook noodles.

Everything's smooth so far.
Shall not turn back to look at the past.
yeap, met someone who changed me in some areas
and I have definitely learn how to cherish people around me.
Shen Shen and Yan San, I have good news to share with you people!

Let's go out together again. (:
jH-

2011-04-06T11:24:00.002+08:00

I am waiting for those DJY photos to be uploaded actually, otherwise I can't blog. LOL!!

2011-03-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

My holidays are 80% packed by CCA camps and all. Feeling tired yet dangling on the verge, shall make a come back for myself. Class chalet was fun, to be honest, it is a lot better than the previous chalet. (: Everything was fine except a little here and there. Initial plan was to have our own chalet, then the committee invited a class of unrelated course mates to join us for chalet. I feel that it wasn't a good idea as people from our class already has conflict and all, then what's the point of inviting other class when we can't even provide ourselves with a proper hospitality and environment. The chalet turned out as expected. LOL. Don't wanna touch much about that, but overall is really better compared to the previous chalet.

I think some people can't see what I'm seeing, maybe because they are stubborn, inflexible or naive. Not a bad thing as they manage to convince me with the idea, but not the outcome. I have to write something about this SOMEONE here. He's a fuck. the OCs plan mass games to play and this guy went off and invited people he himself knew ONLY to the chalet without seeking permission. Worst of all, this guy never join all the games AT ALL. Fuck right? I can still recall him commenting on facebook and shooting me with all those craps. You fucking make a broken promise. Empty promises. Definitely not a trust worthy friend. I wonder how many friends have you back stabbed. Ure a good person in the light, but ure flipped side left me horrid.

I don't see why i should seek you for advice when I know it's a harm to me. I'm glad I didn't study with some of you during the exam period. I feel fulfilled studying with my CCA friends and want to prove you guys wrong that I can do better than who I was before. I hope to wake you guys up. Besides, you guys chose to leave me in a 'lurch'. I am not going to pick up the steps on who I was..

Anyway, I'm glad some friends supported me throughout. (:
Thanks people. You guys are greater in my heart now.

I may appear like a minority in some of ure eyes,
but take a look on who's behind me.. ((:
jH-

2011-03-06T14:41:00.002+08:00

I hate being called weird.
Just because you don't understand me,
doesn't make a reason for you to call me weird.

Think; Does everybody has to act and behave like the way you are,
so that they can be considered normal?
If so, then ure weird to me, too.

You didn't event dared to approach me.
You did not take the effort to comprehend my inside being.
Sometimes ure really simple-minded.

Sorry but I have to say this, I guess nothing makes you comprehend except pain.
Sometimes it's not because I think too much, it's because I care.
Ever wondered how many people have you hurt inside?

Maybe you would ask how would you know if they were hurt?
Did you observe their behaviour, would they tell you straight to ure face that it hurts?
No, some people hide their feelings.

So?
So if you ever thought of this,
ure selfish.
Ure biased.

Is it wrong to be serious?
Why are you so calculative?
Why are you so insensitive?
Who the fuck are you?

Lastly, there isn't examples to somethings we are thinking,
cas it might not even exist in how other people feels

People like me are screwed sometimes,
jH-

2011-02-25T09:48:00.002+08:00

Today's PEEE paper. Didn't sleep well last night, because there's this odd odour in my room. I feel like dying now. @_@ Lack of sleep.

jH-

2011-02-22T08:03:00.002+08:00

Now I know Chen-Hsin's phobia.
jH-

2011-02-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

Bet you guys went out today, but what can I do? LOL.
You don't really need to draw a clear line between the group and me.
I mean what's with doing that?

jH-

2011-02-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

Was in school this afternoon to prepare some self revision for EST. Printed some papers, PEEE is super tough and I guess I will be having a hard time doing it. It's time to get over the fact that she has a boyfriend. HEYYO~

Went to study with Timothy today and was supposed to study with Weiliang as well but ended up leaving him behind, because we went to celebrate Mulan's birthday. (: Sorry weiliang~!! Didn't mean to leave you in a lurch to mug alone~!! REALLY SORRY about that. l:

Was studying with Sansan, Timo, Mulan, Angel and Nigel before going to JP for birthday celebration. We were mugging with fading enthusiasm and after some time, all of us were drained. Angel, Yansan and Nigel scurried off to JP to prepare an icing cake for birthday girl. Meanwhile Timo and I were there to put on a show to drag more time. (: Mulan is so cute. ((: I haven't been seeing her for a LOOOOONG time. She hasn't been changing much, still that Mulan I knew and of cas more to unveil off her.

Anyway, as we were leaving SP to JP, I was experiencing a bad hiccup; It lasts the journey from SP to JP. l: We have decided to have a celebration at JP's Fish & Co. Arrangement has been made beforehand such that iced-cake has been stored in their kitchen and forfeits has been prepared.

Talking about food. I am a fish lover, but this is my first time eating a western cooked fish outside. I had Red Fish with Peri Peri Sauce, with side dishes of a serving of rice and mashed potato. (: Despite the high cost, it is definitely worthy with the excellent services brought by the family of Fish & Co. and not forgetting about the portion; it is rather big for typical Singaporean I feel. I find the Peri Peri sauce a little too salty. l:

After dining, Nigel hinted one of the staffs there to present the birthday cake to Mulan. LOL~ I love that part, because she was told to stand on a chair right in front of the public. First, it was the Fish & Co. family who sang for Mulan, then it was the customers. WOOOTS~ She was told to blow out the candle from a distance. That was epically hilarious.

Before we left, we played a 'zong ji mi ma', then we realised that Angel and Timothy seem to be there for each other~ WOOOOTS~ Let's welcome the new pair of scandal. ((: Forfeit was to have whip cream painted on our faces. HAHAHAHA~!!

We went Fairprice Extra to buy alcoholic drinks next and some drank till their hearts' all contented. LOL, I guess some cannot drink, really. It's 5% only and they have gone tipsy. LOL

Gosh, it's 0130hrs now, yet I'm so HIGH.
jH-

2011-02-15T08:53:00.002+08:00

You are getting more and more selfish, like seriously. You even left ure dear friend behind now, I'm not talking about myself. This month I shall not follow you to waste my precious time. I'm sorry but I really have lesser time to study compared to you.

Recently I feel disappointed about the class chalet, I hope people don't just talk and hope to see that they REALLY do it. Don't promise things you can't even keep. People can never get angry in work, it stings the zeal of another person.

I brought up all the possible doubts before the chalet, so that we can brainstorm over it. Convince minority if you can instead, then why pin point fingers whereby things are still unresolvable in the end?

I don't think that helps and you seeing my point.
If you don't wish to take in my suggestions then tell me straight, why be angry?
Like a dog.
jH-

2011-02-14T09:07:00.001+08:00

A better day, hopefully? (:

2011-02-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

I don't have a choice but to strive to the end.
jH-

-Mum-

2011-02-10T08:42:00.002+08:00

Has been sacrificing a lot for OCIP. It has also being triggering my mood all the time at home. My Mum would nag me reminding me that they will not allow me to go for future OCIP if there is, worst of all is the tone they speak to me. I hate it. I hate it. It does not sounds like a reminder at all, it sounds like something bad had happened and they are blaming me. So does that mean OCIP is something you want me to be blamed? They cannot comprehend my stress.. They never ask, it's like they never really care how I feel inside, except studies..

They threaten me, then now I was forced not to go for CSCC Day because I really do not wish to worsen my relationship with my parents. I might not even be able to go for Welfare steamboat at Turf City this Saturday. All so stressed up now. My Mum just doesn't know when to stop; she saw me angry and I was bearing her insults and scoldings. She continued again after a while and blabbers on and on.

I seriously lack sleep this week, not in the mood to be the least of happy. DE, PEEE labtest, IE competition, TCS trial practice, meetings and preparations. I really have no mood to fight back, sometimes even feel like crying.

FUCK MY MUM, seriously FUCK MY MUM.
She's like a child throwing tantrum now. knocking utensil with an impact that rings my ear. I will never follow my Mum, never. I wanna show her that I am different from her in future and I can be a better parent. She was saying like CSCC is useless, just skip everything. Like FUCK what does she knows? I believe she is not as responsible as I believe she is; how responsible hurr? -_ - Can't my parents like try to hear the inner voices of their children?

When same thing happens to my brother, why can't she realised that she is the one at fault? i told her umpteen times and explained it to her, does this mean she cannot even trust what her child say? Yes? No? She hardly trusted me. All she care is studies, I don't really want to share my relationship with her if I have, cas she will be gossiping with her friends.

Just let me die, okay? Let me die. Fuck, have to see her face everyday, feeling so tired and still have to quarrel to overcome anger. I have had enough of her. I NEVER TRUSTED HER. She made many broken promise, so I do not expect much out of her and she still is this way.

Fuck.
jH-

2011-02-09T23:01:00.001+08:00

Hey girl, don't go overboard.
I don't like it that way.

jH-

-Busy Week, Not Forgetting My Friends-

2011-01-30T20:06:00.002+08:00

Many many things happened during this last week. Good ones bad ones; basically anything you could imagine. I just hope that my feelings aren't mixed up. Recently many people were starting to make guesses here and there and I don't feel nice being questioned, because I don't know how to answer them. It are like a 2 win-lose situations; You chose one, you 'suffer' the other. I guess some things are best to be kept to me and myself. (:

These few weeks will be ending literally faster than before, even though it will be 3weeks. Reason being many things are packed together, it really requires a better time management our of me. Project wise, my group is really inefficient. I shall not pin point fingers here, because I understand that they might not have feel and think like I do; There's always an exception or more.. I really hope that my project care can work smoothly.

Family. I haven't been spending time with my family for quite a few weeks. Hope they understand what I am trying to do all these while. Quarrels are inevitable; sometimes parents always like to put on a 'superior' mask on them in front of the younger us. I hope that parents can be more understanding and having said that, I hope my friends around me will be more understanding too. This is because they will also grow up to be a parent in future; It all starts from you. (:

Had Welfare Amazing Race last Saturday, it was a really thrilling one as almost everybody is into this game. Believe me, this is the first time I see CSCC people on running for an event~ I was in BONZAI. HAHAHAHS~!! It was Hongliang's group, I'm proud of it, okay? He's actually a believing GL, I feel. Btw my group consisted of Koey, Hong Chiong, Jacob, Galen, Anson and Ivy. HOHOHO. Initially we were the first, then subsequently as time proceeds, we were the last because we made THREE detours to other stations as the current station is booked. I'm quite disappointed when other group did not follow the rules of detouring to other stations. ): Anyway, it is just a game, overall we manage to achieve what we want, WHICH IS TO HAVE FUN, YEAH? ((: Oh, SANSAN's the chair person btw. YANSAN ZAI~

Ahh, not forgetting my best friend, SHENSHEN. We haven't been meeting recently. X: Thanks for being understanding, I really appreciate it. Not many people around are as understanding as you. xD Let's go basketball and slack somewhere again, maybe ure house? WOOOOTS. Btw I promise to draw more frequently, okay? ((: SEE YOU SOON BUDDY.

A series of FOTs these few months, exhausting yet enriching. Okay, I wouldn't say that I have learnt everything that was taught, but I am still learning most of it and will pass it on in future. Through FOTs, I have known more about some of my friends; be it good ones or bad ones. I like to thank those who really support me throughout, like Michael, Weiliang, Teeyong, XiaoQing and many more. (: Yesterday was the last FOT, the GLs are announced and congratulations to those who desires to be in this post and has been working hard for it. ALL THE BEST, DUDES AND BABES.

Anyway, a new week is coming up. Rushing on car for IE and TCS conversation. Good luck everybody. Photos up soon. xD

WOOOOTS,
jH-

2011-01-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yet another; She's attached.

2011-01-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

I need to learn how to manage my time better.
Picking up my steps and aiming to be a better person than before!
jH-

2011-01-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

My day was good until Program Design ends; being abandoned, again. Some of the boys went to visit Burger King at FC3, then they just went off without me. I was just treated differently from before. Just because I am busy in CCA doesn't make a reason why you should do these to me, at the least, show me a reason why.

After school you abandoned me once more, this time i feel really bad, cas the whole group just left without me, chit chatting and laughing their way out. I tried to believe in you but you; believe that I can be equally happy with classmates than with CSCC people. However what you told me blinds with ure body language. Had enough of this shit, how would you like to be abandoned in future?

You are not a good friend to me, you fail an aspect that I strongly believe a good friend must have.

Ure just a little too sensitive, sometimes selfish.
Just what the hell are you thinking?
jH-

2011-01-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

Headache. Need to get some sleep.
jH-

-Through Eyes of Black and White-

2011-01-05T00:51:00.001+08:00

2011-01-05T00:35:00.002+08:00

You lift my spirit all the time. (:
Always feels so good talking to you.
Glad to have known you, SANSAN.
jH-

2011-01-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

I had an awesome morning. Had sprinng cleaning with my family. My family do that every year and it is fun, as always. Quite a rare opportunity for my Dad to take a leave to do things as a family. LOL~ I love this moment.

In spring cleaning, toothpaste and old toothbrushes are of great use~ If you ever found any power points in ure house that are dusty and plague-like-yellowish in colour, apply some toothpaste with water on the toothbrush, then SCRUB. It will perfectly white i promise! Feel satisfied after looking at the white and speckless power points. HOHOHO~!! Don't even feel like loading a plug on it again.

Had lunch with my family as well, ate some mixed organs delicacies and they tasted awesome. HAHAHAHAS, it goes well with porridge anyway. (:

Went out to James's house to watch 2012 with Jianhan, Yunping, Yongzheng and Joe. Okay, we were planning to watch only, but boys couldn't stand the temptation video games, so.... Anyway after that we went for dinner and had a heart to heart talk. Heehee.

We bid farewell to James and all of us took a bus home together.
jH-

CSCC. Classmates. CSCC. Classmates.

2011-01-01T16:26:00.003+08:00

Many thoughts that I have been pondering about last year, I guess I have no where to lay my thoughts that's why I'm back here; blogging. Thanks to Keli, she'd reminded me by the portraying the true meaning of blogging.

Throughout 2010, my classmates have brought me joy, without fail. We used to spend lots of time together, it all started from staying back at school to brainstorm DE projects. Still remember the first time we mug and rush together at FC5? I really appreciate all the efforts the class tried to bond everybody yet I'm one the few that spoils the meaning when I cannot make it for the outing, otherwise there are some other personal preference.

First we started with Jarence, Marvin and me. Marvin left. Kester tagged along. Since then the three of us are happy. Somehow I felt a lost in connection between Jarence and me, it all feels like I didn't know anything. Sometimes when I was walking with both of you, both of you will have ure private conversation. What's there to hide about? Then Melvin came along. The clique seems wonderful then, for me; so much that I'm involved in the conversation again. I missed the outing with the class at Marina Barrage, after that, I'm like detached from the clique. I'm quite a sensitive person, so one night I went to talk to Kester on msn. He just said somethings that made me feel slightly better, nevertheless, things never change.

Chen-Hsin came, because of her relationship problems and some shared secret between the boys and her. There's this period of time, I really wanted to leave this clique; I'm being an 'outcast'. One day onwards, the cliques just started talking about somethings with 'hints and signals'. When I started questioning, nothing informative came out from his mouth. This is also when I placed all my heart on CSCC, trying to live the best out of me. CSCC is my second home, with different big families. All living together to serve different purposes in life, but sharing the same shelter and breathing the same air.

Remember, the time we went to send Chen-Hsin off at T2? At the ending, she didn't mention me as part of the best friends. From there on, I knew one of you were talking behind my back. She seemed hostile to me too, with just one night; Different faces. I feel fucked up from there on, trying to keep up my smile in front of all of you. There's a say that goes "Don't suffer in silence", worst of all is that I didn't know that I was suffering until the Golden Silence was broken. From there on, I buried my heart from the clique by joining more CSCC events, drowning myself trying to forget you. I hope it's just a misunderstanding, or correct me if I'm too sensitive; Just think back about ure actions.

Again, from what I wrote above, CSCC seems to bring me more joy? I won't say always; there's this period of time, I was wearing a mask in CSCC and some people don't like the 'mask'; I quarreled with some of my current close friends. After all, it's all an misunderstanding. (: At least I get to know people better now.

I hope some of you will read this one day.
Nothing is too late.
I want back our friendship too.
jH-

2010-12-24T23:01:00.007+08:00

-Jamming Spree-

2010-10-27T18:43:00.026+08:00

2010-10-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

I'm terribly sorry, girl.
Tie up my hanging trust or you loosen it further.
jH-

2010-10-24T12:45:00.002+08:00

I haven't been eating at home recently; I spent lesser time staying at home, accompanying my Mum and Dad. Don't mention about today, I am going for CS outing over at Hazel's house.

Qinny and I organised this CS outing ever since after last semester's exams, hence I have to attend this outing. The outing was postponed several times because some of us have busy schedule. To add on, some have private matters ranging from kin's marriage to funeral. Some forgot that there's an outing and am feeling screwed by some of the lame excuses; I am fed up.

Few seems to be enthusiastic about the outing later.

After all that I've wrote, I'm just worried.

Back to the main topic. I don't like to stay at home. I feel so stressed up every second I'm out of my bed. When I see my parent's face, they don't remind me of parenthood; They always give me an impression that they are going to ask me study, accusation and scoldings. Sad to say, but I've very few positive comments about them. That is one of the reasons why I don't like to stay at home; Not even to talk about staying for dinner tonight.

Dinner. I always have an impression that dinner must be happy, especially family dinner. Mine doesn't seem to be so, my parents just speak in their dilects. They have things which they do not want to share with me. So do you think I am still the naive boy I was back then? You know, I really want to spend time with my Dad, trying to be his friend but it can all just be a dream.

Have you ever thought of why I dislike dining under the same roof as you? Maybe both of you go and reflect about it. When did you ever discussed about family? Where's the bonding? I don't see them in our family.

You haven't thought of it, do you?
jH-

2010-10-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

She has a boyfriend.
jH-

-CS Children Day's Event; TKPS-

2010-10-06T13:23:00.000+08:00

HAZELNUT. WOOOOTS

Ridhwan.

These youths are sweet. lovely. awesome.
Farewell TKPS. (:
jH-

2010-08-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blogging and will be away for quite some while again.
Yeah, recent days were pretty challenging. Luckily I have my close friends to rely on.
I may smile and laugh, makes jokes and prank out of nothing, but inside me, I'm in a mess.
I feel like just sleeping and never wake up again
but no, that will be very selfish of me.

Currently, I'm a happier boy than before.
I love my family.
I love my close friends.
I like my crush.
jH-

2010-08-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

I gave my secondary school class outing a pass cas I feel that I don't need to be there.
It doesn't makes a difference whether I was there or not.
For various reasons, I feel sick about it.
The purpose of the outing was lost if cliques within don't bond.
Same old people, same old faces.
Nothing changed at all.
jH-

-First CS Outing at Marina Barrage-

2010-08-22T14:27:00.007+08:00

We had our first CS outing at Marina Barrage. It was SUPER FUN. LOL
LEI AH LEI AH~!!
jH-

-YOG-

2010-08-16T20:15:00.008+08:00

2010-08-11T00:16:00.003+08:00

Went out of home to meet up with my primary school peeps this morning. Was supposed to meet at 10a.m. but as usual, some were late. LOL. This time we went in a smaller group, cas some were not available; All all-boys outing, to dine at SEOUL GARDEN, Marina Square, today.

We left Boonlay station at 10:30 and since we had nothing to do, we took a train ride to pioneer. When we were in the cabin, we met Leon. WOOOTS~!! Long lost friend man and he told us that he was heading home. Still the same old hag, nothing has changed at all; his smile.

We alighted at Pioneer and headed for City Hall. We made circles around the city district, like @_@ We went past Hotel 81 too and made jokes about it. Yunping and James were kinda of pissed off, because the both of the SG outlets we went were fully booked. Yunping then suggested James to call the 3rd outlet for reservation first and guess what?

IT'S AVAILABLE~!!

Well, that was start of another tedious journey (to Link Square Mall). It is near Farrier Park. WOOOTS~!! There were a truckload of hilarious moments in Seoul Garden, EPICALLY FUN. I really enjoy the time with you guys. It's really kind when people ask how am I, and just treat me normally. (That's if you know who I am usually.) Those guys are freaking ENTHUSIASTIC about food. LOL. -_ - We were ordering like no one's business; YP and GW were spamming orderings of ice creams till the waiter got really tired of it. LOL~ I estimated that YP, GW and Jianhan about a tub of icecream per person?!

Joe was a water tank, he kept spamming beverages. xD There was once he gulped down 3 cups in a row, compared to mine that seemed barely touched. We got sleepy after that, cas we ate until so full that most of the blood flew into our stomach. AHH~ Sensation.

Hope to organise a class chalet with the help of James and Mdm. Yam. (:
jH-

-Please Stay With Me-

2010-08-09T02:23:00.003+08:00

It was Welfare Games Day. I limped to school with an injured right knee after last night's incident. That reminds, he's just an ignorant bastard, who still owns me an apology. You did things you think it's right and best for everyone, it's not; Ure selfish.

I didn't get into the same group as her, as expected. It wasn't that bad since there are two enthusiastic seniors like Joshua Chan and Belinda in my group. I really enjoy hanging around with them(including the rest of the groups). LOL~!! Belinda is one cute girl, perhaps the cutest of all the tomboys I'd seen. Anyway that is not the main topic; the main topic was that I was not in the same group as her.

I really wanted to test out my feelings for her and I tried, on Games day. I made used of this opportunity to try out if I am true to myself. The result was negative; I played the game we used to play, with another girl and this time, no sparks, no chemistry. I guess you awe me with ure charismatic character.

You know from the start till the end, I have not been talking a lot with you. I understand that I've the chance and opportunity, but I do not want awkwardness to draw a line between us.

Please stay,
Please stay with me.
jH-

-Welfare Games Day- [Pictures are not in order.]

2010-08-07T11:10:00.000+08:00

Picture credits to: Ashley and Boon Sheng

2010-08-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Jarence: Isn't it just awesome?!

Austen and his JUICE-STAINED teeth.

Chester looked as if he popped out from Melvin's back.

Maroon version. (:

Testing out the quality of sound by the recorder.

Asyraf. WOOTS~

Doesn't Chingyee looks great here? HAHAHAS

Tsk.

Michelle~ (Michael)

It was WEDNESDAY. Class was awesome as usual.
Had jamming session with DCEG/1A01.
Had CS event meeting and followed by a dinner session.
We went to support Aipoh in SB Talent time after that,
and Aipoh, if ure reading this: Ure a brave girl.

I salute you.
jH-

2010-08-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

-CSCC PR Movie Marathon-

2010-07-31T21:54:00.010+08:00

Leo!

Sarah and Erlin.

WOOTS~

Hong Jun, Erwie and Pinnacle. LOL

-_ -

Sweet shot.

Brothers.

CSCC PR MOVIE MARATHON WAS AWESOME.
White Chicks. Game Plan. Coming Soon. I am Legend.

WOOOOTS, people; CSCC PR(Public Relation) has invited all CSCC members for their event yesterday: The Movie Marathon. It was held in Dance @ Moberly. Plus guess what? It's FANTASTIC. WOOOTS~!!

My last class ended an hour earlier than expected, so I was in school all the while. Went to meet, Timothy, Zhengming, Mulan and Galen. xD It was really tiring, cas I have to meet them at different locations. xD Anyway, the event started at 8:30p.m. and we were playing ice breaking games made by the PRs. The process was fun, though we knew one another alr, the games just bond us more. I was really disappointed about the CS attendance, idk if other members of CS subcomm feels this way too? So yeah, I should stop frowning and encourage more people to attend events like the Movie Marathon, cas they'd really missed out a lot.

Before the game starts, I saw you and ure friend and I just say you, luckily Galen and Timothy didn't tease me further with the jokes in front of you. I might look calm talking to you, but i swear that my tension was breaking apart inside me. I'm still unsure if you know about the rumors that has been disclosing within CSCC, but I really hope you can give me a hint. So far everything has been one sided and it feels really bad, cas deep down inside, I'm lost.

You know, if ure friends weren't around, I bet you have no place to hide ure feelings. I miss looking into ure eyes, it looks affectionate. I'm also pretty sure that you wouldn't be looking at this, since ure not interested in blogging, and I'm sure others would. I just wanna know more about you, cas idk who are you truly, inside.

Anyway the movie was awesome, started the appetizer with White Chicks. I've watched this movie a countless times and just when you think I was bored by this movie, I wasn't. The best time spent on watching movie isn't on the movie itself only, it's best spent on watching movies with a group of enthusiastic friends. ((: By just recalling the laughter and jokes they made, it just made me feel warmer inside.

Next the main course; Game Plan and Coming Soon. I feel that Game Plan is a inspiring movie, perhaps we can watch it on Father's Day or something. It talks about a father who decides between career and family. Coming Soon was FREAKING WOOOOOOTS~!! I wasn't really terrified by the popping face scenes, cas I expected them. ): Some idiots tried to add in extra fear factors for me, like slapping my back, pushing me, and touching my shoulder, blah and blah. Some of the people fell asleep while watching, some were cuddling within small groups. HAHAHAHAS~!!

I was really worried when I couldn't find her. After knowing that she fell asleep, I gave a sigh of relief. She looks cute in that position, like a Fallen Angel.

The last movie, the dessert, was actually a science-fiction movie called I am Legend. First half of the movie seems to be talking about the introduction only. -_ - It was only the second half that appealed us, unfortunately some fell asleep. l:

Anyway, it was good. Thanks CSCC PR for organising such event.
Longing more from you guys~
PR ZAI~ LOL.
jH-

-Jamming Session with DCEG1A01-

2010-07-28T22:41:00.003+08:00

2010-07-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

I dislike my mum, maybe 'hate' is too big a word to use. My mum is always fighting with me over small matters and I find them irritating as they disrupt my studies. Trust me, if I have the money, I would have gone somewhere peace and quiet to lead my own life. Sometimes, I feel like telling her: GROW UP!

For 17 years she has been using the same reason, or is it me who is gullible? Her lies just overwrote my trust time after time. I dislike parents who lie just to gain self beneficial.

Like what the fuck?
I'm ure son.
jH-

2010-07-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

Friday had finally arrived but I know that the week isn't over yet~!! Went to buy takeaway Indonesian cuisine at FC4 with Melvin and Gang. The rice was bloody SPICY. Saw Carlisle on the way back. HAHAHAS; His smile hasn't changed a bit. In case he thought that I'd changed, I will tell him here that I am still the same old boy that he used to see everyday.

I was rotting at a corner under T12A, beside the lecture hall there, and I really meant ROTTING. No one was there, Timothy went to buy our group identity and the rest will be arriving late. There was this moment, a senior in his neatly dressed uniform walked up to me, we introduced ourselves and were discussing about Insurance and savings. I was rather happy after finding out that I have a more positive saving attitude than average teenagers in Singapore. (: Anyway, 2 hours later, Timothy text me that he will be late, and I have to wait for another hour. l: It was TORTURING. Tick tock tick tock, the time was counting down. l:

WOOOTS~!! It was 6p.m. and I thought I would meet DOLLY and unfortunately, I did not. I was feeling a little frustrated after my handphone battery went flat when I was about to give Dolly a call. l: Then I got agitated as I was unsure about the time. AHH~ In the end, I went FC4 to find a clock, but I couldn't. I remember seeing it somewhere though. LOL~ In the end, I just went to CSCC club room and borrowed Melvin(CSCC)'s handphone to call DOLLY about her whereabouts. xD She ask me to go FC4 to find Bala and the rest first, cas she will be late.

The first thing when I stepped into FC4: "HEY TIMOTHY~!!"
Timothy: Eh, JUNHONG~!!
JH: Come, let's go find Bala. Want to give him a call?

*Walking and I saw a small dot waving at us from far~*
JH: That's Bala right?
Timothy: I think so..
And yeah, about half the POCKY was present there. HAHAHAS, there was Bala, Zack, Kimhong, Timothy and I.

hp no batt
talk
MRT
dine
camp briefing
showcase flag
ice breaking
shifted to bunks
block catching
injured
scare nicole
caught
toilet forfeit
ipman, weiliang and a girl

-Sunburns-

2010-07-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

Went Food club gathering at Marina Barrage today. I expected it to be boring but I was wrong. LOL. GW and I made some stupid bets that actually came true. HAHAHAHAS. Anyway, we met some of the Year 2s at Marina Bay station after alighting; the lovey doveys. We were waiting for the club president to arrive.

After which, we set off to Marina Barrage together. There wasn't many people who were present, so the group was small. We started picnic once we'd found a comfortable spot and start digging into the food we brought. Overall was rather fun, but not all seniors were as interactive as Justin and SPFCC president. l:

Kite flying was awesome. Initially, the kite kept failing and I couldn't get over the feeling of giving up, so I succeeded after umpteen times. Perseverance does result a change here; what about Love? The moment the kite flew up the sky flawlessly, my heart got enlightened. Sensing a kiddish excitement in me once more, feeling that I'm back to an innocent boy. ((: From there, it reminds me about the simplest form of happiness I'd ever gotten. Anyway, my kite got intercepted on the string after 2 other kites collide with mine and it just dived down into the sea; It's drenched. T~T

After which we left around 4plus p.m. to meet WN at dhoby ghaut. I was pretty shagged after the trip to Marina Barrage as I did not manage to sleep well the night before. I was SUNBURNT btw and the sensation was really great. I don't really get tan even if I was sunburnt; I will just turn reddish-copper in colour temporary and it will fade off after a few days. HAHAHAS. Sunburns, i must thank Frisbee and Kite flying for it.

SUNBURNS~!!
jH-

-ONOW: Pasir Ris Beach Cleaning-

2010-07-23T17:29:00.013+08:00

WOOTS~ CIP group; Huisiong, Guoxiong, Chester, JH, Binghuii and Melvin. xD

We went to help out at SYCC. (:

Huisiong was learning to be a good model.

We asked him to show us his best pose in his 'career' of modeling.
There he goes.

It was windy.

Chester

*Giggling*

Dirty water.

Guoxiong: "Hey look what i've found~!!"
Huisiong: "Rubbish, duh~"

It was actually raining.

Balek Kampung!

2010-07-20T23:23:00.004+08:00

Taken from the window at the back of my kitchen, I think that it's a magnificent shot.

As usual.

Cards do get horny at times.

Jarence helping Sam out with the guitar chords.

Caption;
Right: <- BODOH
Left: Lagi worse ->

Havnt been blogging recently.
These photos were taken from time to time, within these 2 weeks.
So well, ENJOY. (:

-HEINZ!-

2010-07-09T09:25:00.002+08:00

Yeah, havn't been blogging recently.
I swear I've loads of photos to upload and blog about; It just isn't the right moment to blog about them. (: No worries my fellow readers, I'll keep my promise that I'll blog soon.

Just one more week. (:

-Happy Birthday to me [17] -

2010-07-01T10:36:00.001+08:00

A special day for me might as well be viewed as an ordinary day for others;

How many remember?

Thanks, DCEG/1A01, Rausyan, Rashid, their friend, Dolly, CSCC members, Shenshen, my friends and not forgetting my family. (:

I love you people.
I'm 17. ((:
jH-

-Eve No Jikan-

2010-06-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

Yeah~!! Tonight I'm going to introduce anime-enthusiast this anime. It's called Eve No Jikan. Unlike Bleach, Naruto and One Piece, this anime series is short; There are only a total of 6 episodes. The storyline of Eve No Jikan was actually talking about the futuristic Japan where Androids were introduced into the society. The story plot was rather simple, I felt and this story also mentioned about (HALF)Human-Android-Love-and-Friendship. There are some moments of the anime that melt down the heart of viewer as though they were warm caramel.

The lead characters of this story are actually Rikuo and Rikuo's Android, Sammy. The story took place in Japan where most of the people start owning their android to help them in their daily life, however many masters took their android for granted. No worries, this anime is unlike Gundam series or Robocorp; They build and resolve story plot rather softly; There are no wars, neither are there robot invasion. Unlike the typical people living in Japan, Rikuo began to doubt his home-droid (Home android) about living independently; He noticed that the taste of the coffee made by Sammy changed, after complaining the previous time.

As Rikuo's curiosity grew, he managed to track Sammy using his mobile device (HP in this case) and found out that Sammy lied about his schedule. Instead, Rikuo and his friend were 'lured' to a mysterious cafe while tracking after Sammy. Before I mention more about this cafe, androids will have a levitating 'ring' activated above their head to differentiate themselves from human beings (when they are outside of the cafe). What's special about this cafe is that the cafe is situated in a 'gray zone', a zone used to describe an area androids and human were not discriminated.

Rikuo and his friend were shocked to see that the 'rings' were invisible from the androids once they stepped into the cafe; This is to prevent discrimination. Well overall, this anime is short, sweet and teaching us to appreciate and love what's around us. (:

For more information, watch it at: "HERE".
*Be reminded to download and install the VEOH-Player to view the full episode from VEOH.com

Meanwhile,
enjoy the show.
jH-

-Banner painting-

2010-06-22T10:03:00.004+08:00

2010-06-20T02:20:00.002+08:00

Helped out Cheryl.Fong with her Camp planning.
It was really cool and fun. (:
Kinda amazing, isn't it?
I actually befriend cyber-friends,
and we turn out to be rather close. ((:
Thanks Cheryl.
Thanks Chearmin.
You girls made my day. xD

For Cheyl&CM.docx
My Maple gf,
my MILO-DINO-EATER
Nights~
jH-

-Tough candy-

2010-06-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

It's already monsoon season and it has been raining almost everyday.
Now that I'd mentioned rain, it reminds me of my secondary school days.
Somehow taking a break while reminiscing past really cheers me up;
I'm not talking about those happy experiences I'd; I meant those negative ones.

Just a summary of what I'd been through.
13, I was detested by my classmates.
Had been back-stabbed by a close friend over failed relationship.
14, my heart tore;
2 friends left over misunderstandings.
That was my worst year ever.

It sucks, totally.
I could even remember faces talking.

Things get better when I was 15.
I saw a glimpse of light.
16, she was soon indulged by lurking darkness.
At that point, my heart was in a mess.
Thought that I'd eliminate the thorn on my flesh;
17, I was wrong, the thorn started sprouting.
Then I'd realised:
It's not a delusion; It's my lie.

Be it school, or society.
Trust me, I've seen countless masks that people wore over themselves.
For now there are only two to trust.
And it's enough for me to know, alone.

The harder I fall,
the higher I'm aspired to rebound.
jH-

2010-06-18T15:52:00.014+08:00

Durian and Kiwi. (:

I was sharing table with YX, Andrea, Eileen and WN.
Our soup is special, cas it's the only soup with vegetables;
The rest were carnivorous. l:

Significance of friendship. (:

WN thinking: O.M.G~ My TERAYAKI CHICKEN~!! T~T *Drooling*

Joe and YZ.

See? Plates after plates of meat~!!

He claimed that he's cute.

Guns and Roses; Balls and Stick.

YX and Eileen.

Take a look at James.. He was 'drunk' literally after someone came. -_ -

I love the ambiance here.

YP: OMG chiobu~!!
GW: *panic* WHERE WHERE?!
(kidding~)

YZ and YX.
They look so good here,
doesn't even look like they would fight eachother,
though they did. (:

EPIC mouth expression.

ICE CREAM~

"Raspberry ones taste great"
TWSS..

I love this.

Taken by accident and she looks cute, yeah?

Depicts condensation of my cup.

Love this. The tone really brings out the feel.

YZ: See I'm CUTE~!!

This is the.... (Which-round-again-look)

YZ and WN sure love to make love in public.

Joe joined in as well. WOOOTS~!!

Love YZ's sneakers.

We seek help from a rushing passerby and yeah,
she wasn't in state of patience, took this and fled.

The second passerby was someone of my age.
I guess he did too much vibrating every night? LOL

Did you know: Camera with small lens are more suitable for photographing on bright days.

Besides that, just what was Zhengyang planning to do? *Hmmm~*

V

V

Now you know who's the 'gan chiong' ones.

Heading to Bukit Batok.

-Pool
-videos
-Blind mice at Art park
-truth or dare
-confession
-heartfelt.

2010-06-17T19:36:00.003+08:00

Recently I kept calling YY, girl; she doesn't like that.
So swear and kill me if you want to,
some long term habits are hard to kick.
Just like my way of eating a carrot cake.
But no worries,
I will TRY my best.

Btw I must make myself clear that:
I'm not interested in any girls out there, currently.
So, please stop spreading rumours, even if ure about to.

I hate it.
jH-

2010-06-16T02:00:00.003+08:00

I believe I can do better.
Wait for me.

Btw thanks, girl.
You actually came.

jH-

2010-06-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

Good bye, girl.
jH-

-Fish; Kinship-

2010-06-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

Fish. I'm talking about the steam fish my family often had for dinner. From there, I've learnt something about my family, and I'm feeling rather guilty now. l: Have you ever wondered which part(s) of the fish you guys would usually feast on? How about knowing which part do they love to eat most? If you are thinking,"Aren't those the same?" Then well, it meant a different thing for me.

While I was dining with my family at home the night before, we were about to finish eating and left this portion of the fish. Then i went,"Hey Mum, you love this portion, right? Why don't you have it?"

Then, my Dad intercepted me words,"It's not that Mum loves it, it's just that she let both of you have the best portions of the fish."

After that, I carried on with my meals silently. I am feeling even more guilty after seeing my Mum smiling and having her meals.

I ain't that filial after-all.
jH-

2010-06-12T16:31:00.002+08:00

MST period is over.
Had actually an urge to blog during period when I'm busy
and had so much to share with my readers.
However, at that point of time I was striving hard for my goals
and had no time to blog. l:

Yet, now that I've time,
the feeling is lost.

Just like how I lose track of hers. l:
jH-

2010-06-11T09:26:00.001+08:00

It has been 2 weeks.
It feels like a repetition;
An 'endless' loop of what I had last year.
I wish to put break to it.
I was assuming in the beginning.

-Busy week-

2010-06-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

Perhaps I scaled it wrongly. It does appeals to me, though.

S.E.X.Y

Huisiong, I must say that he is one of the most hardworking guys of 1A01.
JIAYOU.

Love the flippings. All thanks to Jarence
(He went panic and released the pages when I was about to shoot this photo).

Junkai, being obsessed with his laptop.
He commented that he looks cool in this photo,
was he? xD

I'm beginning to suffer under PEEE. l:
But no worries~!! I will practice more and be better~ (:

Isn't the reflection just great?

Calculator; JC VS POLY.

I love the tone of the chair and the rays of light
that penetrated themselves through the gaps of the chair.

That's YP trying to dump the ball into the ring.
I cropped off his lower half of the body, so that he appears to be jumping. LOL
(So he's actually not.)

WN and Lance. ((:

Classic.

Yeah, yeah~ Just this photo has already created several discussions. xD
It looks cool to me though. Nah, I mean the colours.

This photo was taken yesterday. (:
Had basketball with my bestfriend and close friends. WOOTS~!!

YZ didn't turn up for this week though.

Had my weekly basketball routine last week.
YP was drinking SLURPY and.. Yeah, we did some honest planning.

Kester, with Jarence as the foreground.

Of cas, this 'puddle' of perspiration came all the way from Marvin's sweat glands. xD

The boys from my class had a basketball match tgt.
Believe it or not, it's our way of bonding and it's.. GREAT~!!
We don't mean skills, we meant trust.

Sorry my dear readers.
Am really busy at this point of the time.
Cas of exams, exams, and exams.
I believe my friends and juniors from secondary schools and JCs are in the midst of their holiday.
Well, ENJOY~((:

All the best to my friends and juniors,
who will be taking GCE "O" level, real soon.

-Get it?-

2010-06-02T07:11:00.003+08:00

Ohaiyo everyone. It's currently 7:10a.m. (:
Perhaps you would ask why do I wake up so early?
Then I will tell you that I need to do project work later. (:

Yeah, I've accidentally disrupted my brother's sweet holiday dream.
Then not long ago, he was rubbing his eyes and
asked me,"Kor, why do you have to turn in so late and rise so early?"

"Ohh, project work. (:" i didn't want to tell him that I'm tired,
though I am.
And I'm always forcing myself to look strong in front of him,
cas I hope that I can give him a positive influence of studying in Poly.
(If he's going there.)

Some of my friends from JC always say,
"Aiya, should have gone Poly,
then life would be so much easier.."

Then I would tell them,
"Poly life's as equally tedious as JC's,
so no matter where we go,
we will always face challenges."

You shouldn't be shock to see students from neighbouring secondary schools,
nailing their modules and are able to do better than students from some renown secondary schools.
Anyway, no worries about life.
In the end of the day if you live with a purpose,
you will definitely turn out fine. (:

jH-

-Bye-

2010-05-31T18:43:00.003+08:00

Letting go is a lesson,
and no longer my medicine.
Helpless from adjacent,
still heading in direction.

Illusions that we'd seen,
Rumors that we've heard;
It's part and parcel of what we'd everyday,
and there's no time for us to fear.

It's time.
jH-