2.09.2010

I tried to get close to some of my secondary school friends,
it seems like they don't appreciate my presence..

I'm a dark chocolate,
that's hidden beneath the white..
Hey Mike, trust me;
you'll never grow until the day you realised something.
I'm waiting for that moment for about 3months.

You'll never be right,
until you know what is called wrong.
jH-

it's 11:28 AM now

2.08.2010

Nowadays, I wake up after my alarm clock; Feeling lethargic in morning, with aching concentrated at my lower spinal area. I seem to hate morning Sun ever since I'd graduated from Secondary school; I hate the feeling of being stung by the morning rays indirectly to my eyes; The pain kills. Nowadays, I'm still thinking like: Hey, what's for school later? PE today? What's for recess time? Afternoon lessons? Focused tests?

All these thoughts used to be revolving around my mind, and perhaps, this is the taste of reminiscing school life I used to had.

I'd still remember that I used to see Mahirah during the pre-assembly period, and then slowly, she left; Szeling came. We used to copy homework, the others used to gossip about people with that spare time. Some of the people like Griffin and Weixian even have their daily routine of buying bottled beverage once they stepped foot in JWSS, exception was that WX would always buy a meat bun as breakfast.

.. Talking about that, I dun feel like talking again.
Anyway, I miss ure silly jokes and laughter,
Preethi and Charlene. (:
jH-

it's 11:29 PM now

2.07.2010

Just like how I feel;
Ure slowly fading away into the crowd.
jH-

it's 10:00 PM now

2.06.2010

This is Junie, our K.C; Kitchen Coordinator.

it's 1:02 PM now

2.05.2010

I hope ure lying to me,
seriously.
jH-

it's 10:15 AM now

2.02.2010

-Love Stories-

Recently, I've known that this pair of couple got into different schools,
despite the boy tried to appeal into the school the girl was in.
Not to make them the subject of ruth;
this situation is expected a long time ago and I guess they, too, expected it.
Hey girl, you don't need to drench ure heart by compressing sorrows;
If both of you really love eachother, find ure own way,
and I believe both of you can surpass the first 2years smoothly.

Talking about another boy,
idk how is he now, and back then.
He holds the answer to alot of things I'd been thinking through.
I guess my prediction was right;
He and I held on the Torch of Love for the same girl,
except that I confessed to her earlier.
Recently, idk if he'd confessed
but have heard quite some news about this boy.
You're good at waiting,
but waiting doesn't give you an answer,
so why not just confess to her if you haven't?
If what you wrote on ure pm is true,
all the best to you, then..

Just wanna highlight this two stories.
I'm off,
jH-

it's 8:34 AM now

2.01.2010

To be with you,
I'll never run out of adrenaline;
For you,
I'll never run out of Love.
jH-

it's 11:00 PM now

I tripped; I fell;
I stood up and run;
I limped; I bled;
The Love pushes me to finish the lap.
jH-

it's 9:52 PM now

1.31.2010

-WOOTS~-

Just saw something lovely and cute,
I guess I'm so gonna get that just for you. (:
The truth is out;
I'm able to breathe again.
jH-

it's 10:45 PM now

1.30.2010

-Failure-

So all the while,
'she' was just my illusion.

"Mom,
I'd passed all other subjects,
except love.."
jH-

it's 8:41 PM now

1.29.2010

-CIP: Packaging of Mandrain Orange-

NS and Shirley.

Chinese garden.

Cloud view.

Carpark.

NS, Shirley and WY.

Organ at Shanyou.

Boosted, B&W, Softened and adjust.

Boxes after boxes.

That's Hidayah and me. (;

Nah, i was just pretending to eat..

Noella and WX, I wonder how long their flames of love will keep up.

Baby MILO.

WX and JH.

The girls..

Shanyou Centre, come and join~!!

it's 11:04 PM now

1.28.2010

-Dream Channel-

Hey girl, we live in separate paths of reality now;
and the only common path we share..

..is dream.
jH-

it's 10:13 AM now

1.27.2010

I used to see my friends being super childish;
and now, maturing into another person..
I used to see my friends being troubled by love;
in the end, they still confessed and get along together..
I used to see my friends fell down and cried;
and now they are all just running on with scars and bruises..
I used to see my friends losing out in fights;
and now they're all beginning to fight for their rights..
I used to see my friends frowning over the moon;
and now they have all mastered the Arts of Smiling..
While seeing my friends living for the better
me too; have to live my life..

..better than them.
jH-

it's 9:21 AM now

1.26.2010

it's 1:36 PM now

Some people, they just changed.
jH-

it's 11:23 AM now

1.25.2010

I met a waitress;
She's my beverage server.
However she doesn't serves beverage;
I'm the one who does the serving.
I'm a runner;
I carry trays of dishes,
I serve food, as well.
I clean up.
What does she do today, then?
Spilled a glass of beer on two guests,
Served wine to a toddler.
Done things that runner should do;
Picking up drinks from the beverage,
which is the job of a runner. -_ -''
In the end, what has she gotten?
Scoldings, complaints, insults..
Poor girl.
jH-

it's 1:37 AM now

1.24.2010

-CIP Cleaning up-

Reality.

Pre-Cleaning condition.

Cleaned up TV stand and coffee tables.

My bad my bad, 2MP hp camera sucks.

Saw them working hard, and it doesnt mean that i had not done anything.
I cleaned the fan, okay? LOL

Wanying, always smiling.

YN and Shirley, wiping the dust off the clothes..

The original photo was dull,
so i 'boosted' the colours to add vibrant to the picture.

This is a reality clean up man.

Posterised 35%; quite successful. (:

Dust clouds..

I saw nothing.. *diverting attention~*

Check out Noella's facial expression. (:

When I was briefed about the family and their pre-cleaned state of house, I wasn't really shocked cas I'd seen some other families with houses of 'devastated' condition; Their condition wasn't as bad as leftover debris and bombshells of a post-war field and overall was just untidy..

As a promise, I didn't post the picture of faces of any family members, cas it's best to keep it confidential. Plus, I must really highlight about that mum, as she was really really great. At the same time, I can also feel how proud she feels about her son; her care and great fear that lies within her.. From the way she talked, it was as if she was going to break down anytime;

She's strong.

Being a volunteer, I was just helping them in anything I can do; cleaning tables, fans, wiping CD casing, whitening some plastic casing, etc.. The others have done well too, like, Pehyee, NS, Noella, WX, Shirley, Sue and YN. They are all 'small' people-with-GREAT-heart.

Without them, I, myself cannot even make up to the progress of ytd. (:

I can feel the Mum's gratitude for us; She thank us umpteen times,
and I would like to thank that Mdm, as well..

She gave us oppotunities.
jH-

it's 10:09 AM now

1.23.2010

-LOST & FOUND-

The departure..

That's what she thinks. LOL

Candid and it was nice.

All these three photos lost and found,
All thanks to WANYING~!!
jH-

it's 10:58 AM now

1.22.2010

it's 2:27 PM now

1.21.2010

Envy about those boys who went out to celebrate Noella's birthday..
Or issit that I'd made a wrong move initially.
I just feel like I'd just fallen into a deep hole of jealousy,
crashing my heart hard with the impact that it will never bounce back over an inch.

Or maybe,
that's a lesson learnt.

Time for a makeover.
jH-

it's 12:03 AM now

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